cuz im y0ur lady...

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 03:18:01 GMT

i hate valentines day i dont want it to come i just want something special to happen or something im so lonely i cant even describe it bye

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 02:28:03 GMT

okay so we got out parts for the play...i didnt get Ginny but i knew that was coming...oh well whatever..i know Kaylyn's gonna be great as Ginny. i got her best friend, Mary Nell Dodge..its a good part but its kinda small...whatever..Sam got Woody, Mike got Dr. Merrill, Mark got Claude, Sophia got Ellen, MORGAN GOT AGATHA! =]

hmm uhm the sweetheart's ball is friday and im going but nobody else is which sucks but whatever..

UCONN WON TONIGHT! =] WOOO <33 ..and ive decided i wanna become a uconn cheerleader cuz their uniforms are so cute haha <33

i have nothing to say hmm k bye

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 04:08:27 GMT

okay im gonna soudn really cheesey right now, but i dont think that i love anyone more than i love my 3 best friends...i mean just sitting in someone's room together i have the best time...we watched The Grudge tonight...it was scarier in the movie theater lol...

hmm tomorrow im really nervous cuz we find out who got what part in the sophmore play...i really want Ginny like really fucking bad...i cant even explain how much i want it but i kno im not gonna get it...i think Kaylyn's gonna get it. i can see her as Ginny too tho...hmm ..we'll see

hmmm k im done..bye =]

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 17:11:16 GMT

omg okay last night time, brit, sam, me, and niko went to see boogeyman...omfg it was fucking SCARYYYYYYY!! it was so fuckign scarey omgggggg...then we went to the diner and sarah came and then we went to starbucks and hung around there...went to krawswers..hah that was interesting..drove around..went back to my house and talked about firggen scary shit which really wasnt a good idea cuz i didnt want them to leave after that cuz i didnt wanna be alone haha

haha i had to pee really bad last night like after the girls left and my parents and gone to bed and i was so fucking scared to walk from my room to the bathroom and pat was like "THAT LADY FROM BOOGEYMAN IS OUTSIDE UR DOOR AND THE LITTLE BOY IS ON UR STAIRS!" i was like "OMGG NOOO" ...i had to call brit so i could walk from my room to the bathroom and then i hung up w/ her lmao..so im washing my face and my phone is on the counter and it starts vibrating and it scared the shit outta meeeeeeeee..it was pat tho haha..

hmmm im bored...theres gonna be like alotta people in my house today for the superbowl...its gonna be so gay this year...the teams suck...the halftime show is gonna suck too...i mean come on...paul mcartney?! but alicia keys is performing so yay! =]

haha k im done byeeee =]

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 21:36:37 GMT

hmm yeah i dont update this thing anymore huh?

k well its february! yay! haha actually i really dont care...lets see whats happenin this month:

Justin's birthday =]

Justin's play =]

Mommy & Daddy go on vacation without me.. =[
but i get to stay at Sam's for a weeeeeek! =]

Valentine's day =[

Sweetheart's ball =\

Mom's birthday =]

hmm..George Washington's birthday!! =] haha

hmm okay so today in acting we started reading out sophmore play...i love it i cant wait till we start getting parts and rehearsing and shit.. =]

my audition in New York went good =] ..but if i dont get called back its not a big deal..ill be happy if i do, but if i dont im not gonna go cry about it...

club is on the 20th..everyone go...Sci-Fi..IM me for details... KuTePriNcEss1019

alexkatz's birthday was yesterday!

and mark taught me how to tie my shoes =] haha

i failed my geometry midterm cuz im stupid and i dont pay attention..right mark? =[

haha k ill write more when i have more to write about =]

later

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 23:00:13 GMT

Toxic by Britney Spears

"It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It's taking over me "

Ah, what's a year without breaking a few hearts? Literally.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 05:06:14 GMT

oaky nvm that entry didnt get fucked up sry

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 05:03:50 GMT

okay livejournal is fucking up...i dont kno why this entry is like this...sry

wow okay so i havent updated this journal in mad long haha i just said mad long hmm anyway...lets start off with saying that my school is fucking GAYYYYYYYYYYYYY...3 pipes burst today..in martone's room, which is destroyed, in mr. smiths room and in the chours room and there was water all over the place there were firemen there and they blocked off like 4 hallways and there was disgutsing water everywhere and caution tape it was really bad...

so we were walking back from little theater today and of course i was complain that i was cold and i was like "if its below a certain temperature they cancel school" and marks like "no they dont" and we were going back and fourth cuz he thinks that when he debates over something against me, hes gonna win...which of course he didnt cuz i was right cuz he asked Golia so yea..GOTTEM ahaha...

third period we were starting to read the story for the midterm wednesday, and the fire alarm goes off so we go outside and were all waiting for about 20 minutes so finally they bring us back in and tell us to go into the gym...so our entire school is in the gym and were waiting there for abuot an hour and it was so great lol and nobody would let us out or tell us whats goin on but then we asked martone and he was like the pipes burst and ur goin home i was like woooo and then we couldnt leave but me, sam, sarah, and stina left anyway...

hmmm about 2 weeks ago actually january 16th i went to new york with justin katie burrone and marissa and their aunt and uncle and cousins and we saw wicked...it was wicked...okay wow im retarded =] ...no but raelly it was absolutley fucking amazing...we didnt see Idina Menzel we saw Shoshana Bean but she was just as good, if not better than Idina Menzel...and we didnt see Kristen Chenoweth we saw the girl that orininated Arial Moore on Footloose on broadway on the cd and she was amazing too...

Sam's suprise party was awesomeeeeeeeee...there wasnt alotta people there cuz of the snow but we had everyone there that we wanted...it was awesome..her face was priceless...thenn we all went back to sam's and we all slept over...me, brit, sar, fia, jacki, liz, noberto, mark and john and we all ended sleeping there cuzza the snow and it was so much fun...donna made me sing the song i was suposed to sing at the hall for sam and she goes "its gonna make u cry" and sam goes "it takes alot for me to cry" ...i didnt even sing the first chorus yet and she was bawling along with brit, sar, fia, liz, and jacki while the guys were trying to make themselves cry for some reason in the other room....hmm haha anyway it was touching <3 lol...

midterms tomorrow...acting and theater foundations...theyre gonna be easy yay...

k im gonna go cuz this entry is long enough and people arent gonna comment anyway so tehres no point in my typing...bye

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 22:37:11 GMT

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aw how uhm..cute? haha i LOVE saved by the bell!!!! <33

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 20:16:39 GMT

yep i took this from Wes cuz im cool 8-)

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Any 4, no matter how personal, private or random.
I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all.
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<3 Jackimo =]

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 23:34:00 GMT

hmm okay update..

me and Mark go out =] ..he asked me out yesterday

im so fucking sick..my throat is fucking red and it kills man

i had voice today and it was horrible...i cant sing..Carla almost walked in when the 3 of us were practicing harmony for our trio..thank god we saw her =]

okay so after the show saturday me, sam, sophia, morgan, jacki, liz, diana, mark, norberto, and ska john went back to sophias house and hung otu there...it was so much fun..Jason came over with his like 17 year old friend named like fuckign Ginachopalockiewockiehashalashabo (Gin for short haha) and they like went in Fia's closet and got high...hmm yeah it was gaeyyyyyyy...Fia was fuckign shottttttt! lol its okay we stil love her tho <33

hmm so Jason and the African Wrestler dude left and Fia went with her mom to take the guys home...

hmm she came home and passed out haha..then me, sam, mo, liz, jac, and di stayed up talkingggggg..it was great i love them all so much..i feel like i kno them so much better now..not that i didnt kno them well before, but now we kno more about eachother and i think we got closer =]

hahah jacki had a seizure and uhm yeah i was hyper off the fucking wall man

hmmm...i cant stand my parents =0

k im done bye

<3Jackie

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Tue, 11 Jan 2005 22:00:30 GMT

just testing...

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Sat, 08 Jan 2005 08:25:51 GMT

God fucking Spell was A fucking Mazing =]

okay so today we had rehearsal from 7:35 till 4:00...we did a line through of the 2nd act..then we did a run through of the 2nd act..then we did a musical rehearsal and tech and shit like that...then we ran the show. it was horrible. everyone was so tense and upset and nervous and we were honestly in no condition to go on that stage and perform. well i guess having a horrible dress rehearsal means having a good show is really true because i honestly cant find a word to explain how great it was tonight. we all had energy, we looked amazing, we sounded amazing, we got the lines and the songs and the dances and cues down and we didnt skip any pages and it was absolutley incredible. i am so proud of alex...he's come so far. from the beginning of the rehearsals for the show up until now...he is an amazing actor and singer and performer in general. he just needs more faith in himself...haha... =]

anyway...so uhm my mother and my sister came. big whoop. and justin came <3 brit came <3 and mike suprised all of us and came <3 john came <3 liz came <3 julia came <3 ms. arnini came...lmao ahaha she was like "JACKIE!!!" and she gave me a big hug and she goes "I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE SO TALENTED!! YOU HAVE WONDERFUL PRESCENCE ON THAT STAGE!!! YOU LOOK SO GRACEFUL!! YOU SING WONDERFULLY! YOU LIGHT UP THE STAGE!! blah blah blah..." and i was like "thank youuuuuu! ::i thought u hated me::" haha.........jeremy didnt end up coming

after the show me, sam, justin, brit, sarah and liz went to twin pines and martone was there with his new g/f .. =] ...hes so happy u can so tell <33

hmm after the diner brit and justin came back here and we played scene it w/ my mom and hung around..god i missed justin =[

so tomorrow i have a show at 2:00 for anyone who wants to come...then im going to sophia's with the crew and me, sam, jacki, morgan, and liz are sleeping ovaaaaaa =]

...i just wanna say thanks again to anyone who came tonight...it meant alot that you could come see me..especially when there was only my mother and sister there for me..its just upsetting knowing that everyone has family and friends out there and i have 3 people sitting in the audience..i hate it..and my mother never asks anyone to come see my plays...ever..but as soon as my sister gets onstage we hafta invite everyone and their fuckin grandmother to come see her...im not saying shes not good...im not saying that at all...but my mother treats her like a fucking princess...all i do is give and give and give and i get nothing in return i worked my ass off for this show and i dont even have that great of a part...but thats not even the point.. =\

well w/e thanks everyone who came tonight <3

and everyone who was in godspell...we did it! omg i love you guys <3 were amazing...

and alex...once again...you're absolutley wonderful <33 i love you soooo much <33

<3Always
Jackie

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 22:16:10 GMT

hmm okay so we open Godspell tomorrow...i think its gonna go good...everyone's gonna look great and we're gonna be awesome

yesterday i had no classes cuz we were in the gym rehearsing for the day cuz we had a half day...haha yeah i got yelled at for laughing alot lol

today we had to school and i went to khols with my mom and got some stuff..

tomorrow i ahve no classes again cuz we're rehearsaing for 11 fucking hours and then we get to eat and then were onstage =]

hmm yah..im freeeezing

im lonely

im sick

thats it bye <3

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 17:46:29 GMT

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Wed, 05 Jan 2005 03:23:49 GMT

I'm not going to the Sweetheart Ball.

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 04:48:59 GMT

k dont mind my journal i hafta change it i fucked up..

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 03:55:31 GMT

okay so today was weird..

i woke up and lazed around in my pajamas till like 12 then went downstairs to get something to eat and like my entire family is in my house im like wtf lol so i fun upstairs..get in the shower real quick and then i was pretty much upstairs in my room with Chino all day

the reason everyone came over was because it was my great grandfather's 95th birthday...god bless him..i guess my dad called him this morning and asked him what he was gonna do today and he goes "i duno ill prolly watch tv" and my dad goes "well what are you gonna do for dinner" and my grandfather goes "ill probably just make a hot dog" i was like oh my god =[ how sad is that..? it broke my heart...so my dad inveited him and everyone over for dinner...after dinner we obviously had desert. and my grandfather loves cheese cake..so my mom put a few candles in the cheesecake and turned the lights off. and my grandfather had this look on his face lik e"hey where'd the lights go" and then everyone started singing and he had the biggest smile on his face =] i got all teary i thought it was so sweet

i just finished watching A Walk To Remember...i cry every time i watch that movie, but tonight i felt so sad. i think it was because i was alone in my room under blankets all nice and warm with the lights off and i was paying so much attention to everything in the movie and i didnt just tear i actually cried =[

anyway...school tomorrow =[
i have to learn my lines tomorrow cuz i didnt memorize em today.....oops

i have rehearsal till 6 tomorrow =[

anyway..im going...goodnight =]

<3Jackie

"Love is like the wind...you can't see it, but you can feel it."
- Mandy Moore A Walk To Remember

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 07:35:53 GMT

ahh okay so new years eve i went to Sar's house with Sam and Liz was there and Brittney Senberg was there...hmm Stina and Mike stopped by...we all hung out...me, Sam, and Sarah left and went for a walk...took lotsa pictures..as soon as i feel like making an account on picture trail ill post em haha..then Sar's cousin Joe was coming from a party and picked us up and we went driving around blasting music lol..we went to Gabby's and checked out her weird belly button ring lol..they did it with a 16 gauge...thats so odd...and she said they didnt mark where they were gonna put the holes...its gonna hurt like a mother fucker trying to get a 14 gauge in there...

hmmm so after Gabby's we went back to Sarah's...watched the ball drop..played Family Feud and Trivial Pursuit...wow..lol then everyone eventually left aroudn 3:30 and at like 4:00 in the fucking morning, there's me and Sarah in her living room jumping aroudn like nuts playing ddr haha...she's hysterical when u watch her paly ddr...she like throws her entire body into it and her hair swings all over the place haha its funny..

i dont think i've laughed that hard in so long lol...the 3 of us were so silly and giddy it was so funny lol...me and sarah like made sam sleep on the floor and then almost made her suffocate and freeze to death hahaha jk..it was funny tho..

hmm we fell asleep and i woke up with a christmas tree ornament in my side...yeap that wasnt very comfortable haha..

hmm so the 3 of us played uno and then me and sam left...i came home and cleaned for the entire day and the Sam, Mark, John, and Norbeto came over...we all talked and hung around...haha we made an oscar award winning movie =] ...me and mark played tony hawkkkkkk =]

my cat flipped out haha

hmm so yeah steph's sick and Godspell open's fucking friday and nobody knows their lines yet =\
...all i care is that stephanie doesnt get me sick

k well im tired im gonna go now later peopleeee and happy new year =]

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 19:29:06 GMT

okay sry i havent updated..

christmas was pretty good...i got really cool shit including an awesome digital cameraaa <33

ive been hanging around with the girls every day of vacation and its awesome..sunday nighgt we slept at brits and at like 11 we look outside and see ska john playing his new trombone and alex playing his guitar...it was so great

hmm monday i forgot what i did i think sam came over and then tuesday we went to chillis and then went back to sarahs with dave and his friend jeremy then last night the girls all came here and we played scene it and ordered chinese food ahha it was funny..then sarah drove us to the fantasy of lights =]

hmm im going to babysit my cousin mark today for about an hour at like 3 but i wanna do somethign tonight...like movies or something...so if anyone wants to hang out tonight gimme a callllll lol

new years ever i think im going to sarahs =]

hmm thats it for now ill try to update more ..

<3 Jackie

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 20:17:34 GMT

new layout again =]

ill update later

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 06:27:15 GMT

oh yaeh...and i have a new layout...lemme kno what u think <33

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 06:25:46 GMT

first of all, my grandma's outta the hospital... =] shes still really slow tho because of the medication and everything =\ but at least shes out <33

okay well today i walked into school with 2 gigantic shopping bags and a little gift bag cuz i had everybody's presesnts but i got rid of most of em before 3rd period...heres what everybody gave meeeeeee...

Mark - picture frame with the picture of me and him from coronation in it, a pair of earrings that i absolutely looooooooove...and he gave me a stuffed golden labrador retriever and he wrote on the tag "i know u wanted a real dog but this was the best i could do" i was lik awwwww...i named him milton and i love him haha..thanks mark <33

John - a realyl nice pair of earrings from clairs that i also looooove...thanks ska john <33

Morgan - A really cute black beaded bracelett and a pink and plack polka dot mirros, with alotta hershey kisses =] haha...thank morgan <33

Liz - a purple candle from bath and body works that smells like ":moonlight path" which i looooooooove but i dont get why its called moonlight path...is a moonlight path supposed to smell the way the candle smells? haha w/e..thanks liz <33

Sophia - a really really pretty candle that smells liek vanilla and it has a cup that goes around it thats all beaded and shit...its really pretty...thanks sophia <33

Stina - a gorrrrgeous pair of earrings, a peppermint patty lol and a pack of gum...i think shes trying to tel me i have bad breath haha...jk thansk stina <33

Jacki - a big bucket thing lol that has a scrubby thing, soap, body wash, lotion, and a massagerrrrrrr that smells like "Cosmopolitan" and its pinkkkk..thanks jac <33

and then the talent show was aroudn 10 and it was so awesomeeeee...jeremy was fucking awesome <3 u man <33

then i went downtown with mark and john...went to elm city java..went on the bus and norberto was on the bussssss =] ...im glad...he liked him cowboy hat =] lol

i went to chillis with the girls tonight...then we went back to sarahs...carla bought the 4 of us a buncha graham crackers, hershey bars, and marshmallows and a smores maker! its so awesome!!!! i love it!! <33 ...we have yet to use it tho haha

the we exchanged gifts...sam bought me a gift card for charlotte russe <33 thanks sam <333...brit bought me a really pretty necklace with earrings to match and a pocketbook thats really awesome, i love it and it says mrs pitt <33 thanks brit <33 and sarah bought me a really cute hot pink satiny bag with a body lotion, body gel, and body spray from bath and body works...its "cotton blossom" ..then she bought me 2 pairs of socks and one pair says "right foot" on the right foot and "left foot" on the left foot...how great is that haha <33 thansk sar <33

okay so then we were just all chillen...we went to the fantasy of lights but they were closed cuz it was raining...so we drove around even tho we werent supposed to... we went to get gas...then to krauswers blasting "who let the dogs out" lmfao...then we went back to sarahs and rented mean girls... <33

yep thats it...i have lotsa shit to do tomorrow...

im just raelly confused right now...

but w/e tomorrow's christmas eve...lets try to be happy =]

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 22:28:17 GMT

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yeah im bored..bye

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 06:18:30 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY! <33

okay so uhm yeah my new computer finally has the internet on it and im typing this entry on it right now...from my bedroom...haha w00t

yeah the spoon thing worked last night...NO SCHOOL today haha

i woke up around 10:30 ish and called jeremy to wish him a happy birthday and he didnt pick up so i left a message but he said he didnt get it... =[

i lazed around pretty much all day until like 1 when my dad said he'd give me 10 bucks to go shovel the stairs...i was liek "okay its 10 bucks...how hard can it be to shovel stairs..." lmao...so i got dressed...i had on a tank top, a tee shirt, a long-sleeved shirt and a sweatshirt plus a jacket...2 pairs of gloves...a headband/earmuff thingie...3 pairs of socks and my snow boots with my jeans on...i looked so warm but iwas freezing haha...at first i got the hang of it...i was shoveling the snow onto the bottom steps...and then i realized i had this gigantic snow heap at the bottom of the stairs cuz i was throwing it down there with the shovel...so me, being the idiot that i am, i go and i friggen stand right smack in the middle of the pile and im shoveling it to the side and im getting tired and my muscles are being worked and then i realize...i cant feel my toes...lmao..i was standing in the pile for so long i kinda forgot i had no feeling in my feet at all lmao..it must have been like the funniest thing to watch like driving by my house..u see this girl all bundled up liek a fucking eskimo lost in a snow pile with a shovel...haha...totally not worth the 10 bucks my dad never gave me haha...im SO getting it from him tomorrow

hmm...steph's coming home for a whole month tomorrow

my mom and dad went to see my grandma again tonight in the hospital..i should have gone, but i couldnt stand to see her like that again... =\ shes not doing better or worse tho..shes just doing normal i guess... =[

tomorrow i have fucking school...rehearsal till 7...my moms getting me and sar like 20 minutes earlier...bring us to cathy's and we have cathy till 8:30...grrrrrr..long dayyy tomorrowwww

i have to buy christmas gifts for so many people its unbelievable and i havent gotten 1 gift yet...and i dont even kno when im gonna go cuz i wont be home tomorrow till like 9, then wednesday i have rehersal till 6...and thursday i gotta give my school friends their gifts...aghhhh

well thats it...im cold but im not tired so im gonna go play hot shot...later

<3 Jackie

"I'm tired of being alone, so hurry up and get here."
-John Mayer